Just so you all know...what I just wrote would have been better, but half way through I started wondering what you guys would be thinking while reading it and then I got nervous...in the end it was a bit of a sham. What am I so afraid of??? I don't even know half of you?! I guess I think the world judges me the same way I judge myself.
My self-esteem sucks lately...no confidence at all at anything anymore. Even the things I once thought I was good at like cooking and singing. Now I feel like I suck...totally suck. Just being honest...sorry so glum.